"Why do you want to blog?" my husband asked me last night. I didn't really have an answer for him. Why? That's the question that kept running thru my head last night as I lay in bed...I was talking to my girlfriend this morning and informed her it was to help keep my life more positive. Partly true. Ava is the real reason.
There are days when I can hardly breathe...days when the heartache is so bad I have no idea how to cope. Before Christmas last year I was admitted to the hospital to deliver my 18 week old baby who had died from a fluky umbilical cord accident. This was my fourth miscarriage and by far the hardest to deal with.
My oldest daughter, Isabella, gave me daisies when I came home from the hospital. I now have daisies planted in all my flower beds to remind me of Ava and to remind me how precious life is.
There are days when I can hardly breathe...days when the heartache is so bad I have no idea how to cope. Before Christmas last year I was admitted to the hospital to deliver my 18 week old baby who had died from a fluky umbilical cord accident. This was my fourth miscarriage and by far the hardest to deal with.
My oldest daughter, Isabella, gave me daisies when I came home from the hospital. I now have daisies planted in all my flower beds to remind me of Ava and to remind me how precious life is.
So, this is me...a wife, a mother to 2 beautiful girls, and a woman trying to finish healing.
Here's to healing, a new chapter in my life, and becoming the woman I want to be...
2 comments:
I sincerely wish you all the best. I hope your blogging helps you heal and grow and smile.
Thank you for your comment...it really brightened my day more than you'll ever know!
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